The Midnight Massacre

myxangaisbetter @ 2005-10-30T14:31:00

2005-10-30T20:33:08Z

NEW LIVE JOURNAL

NAME = NoSolaceInSleep

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Carry the storm

2005-10-17T20:00:46Z

the hits just keep on comeing dont they

myxangaisbetter @ 2005-10-16T19:41:00

2005-10-17T00:42:16Z

just got this here new comp cause my other 1 was is wat i like to call a crap basket

myxangaisbetter @ 2005-10-13T18:20:00

2005-10-13T23:18:57Z

some people should just be killed eh?

myxangaisbetter @ 2005-10-12T20:19:00

2005-10-13T03:21:11Z

you know what...ive been in a really retarded mood lately.....being all depressed about stupid things..so im done doing that im gonna go bowling with snowmen and jesus so ill ttyl

hardy har har mitch

myxangaisbetter @ 2005-10-12T15:25:00

2005-10-12T20:28:49Z

for all of you who didnt im me as soon as i got on, i was in a BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD mood pretty much after lunch...idk my old habits of thinking of bad things came up..and im haveing shall we say..."difficulties" at home..well more then usual.....but honestly..........i have nOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO idea wat so ever why i got so mad today..it made NO sense.......im really confused about it....but i dont think ive been that mad in a long time...espically for NO reasoon.....

myxangaisbetter @ 2005-10-10T11:37:00

2005-10-10T16:50:46Z

yeah

1) Starting time: 11:37 a.m.
2) Full name: Jeremy Robert Armstrong
3) Nicknames: i dont have any because my name is trash
4) School: Central
5) E-mail(s): CataclysmChild@gmail.com
6) Eyes: blue
7) Height: 5’7
8) Siblings: 1 brother, 1 sister
9) Ever been kissed: yeah
10) Ever missed school because it was raining: sure
11) Ever had a one night stand: ....
12) Kept a secret from everyone: yeah
13) Had an imaginary friend: I think so
14) Ever wanted to hook up with a friend: ....
16) Cried during a flick: no
17) gone skinny dipping: no
18) Ever thought of animated characters as hot/cute: i dont watch cartoons anymore
19) fell in love with a movie star: im not 12 yr old girl
20) mooned/flashed cars on a highway: not on the highway
21) blown something up: a garbage can

-----------------FAVORITES----------------

22) Shampoo: i have no clue
23) Favorite Color (ONE): green
24) Summer/Winter: ....lately...winter
25) Online: uhhh aim?
26) Lace, silk or satin: watever workx
27) Like anyone: .....you could say that
28) Who have you known the longest out of your friends: duane
29) Who's the loudest: Jack
30) Who's the shyest: Me and/or Caitie
31) Who do you go to for advice: ryan, rose, samm, jack pretty much all my good friends
32) Who do you get along with: just my friends and my friends friends

---------IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS HAVE YOU------------

33) Cried: .........
34) Been mean: yeah
35) Gotten in trouble with the law: not the last 2 weeks
36) Been sarcastic: yeah
37) Had something life changing happen: yeah.......
38) Talked to someone you have a crush on: i guess
39) Rejected someone: yeah
40) Hugged someone: yeah
41) Made out with someone: .........not in the last 2 weeks
42) Wished upon a star: no
43) Wanted to run away: of course
44) Played Truth or dare: no
45) Watched a sunrise/sunset: no
46) Went to the beach at night: i dont watch lagayna beach
47) Gone partying with friends: kinda
48) Been asked out: no
49) Are you lonely: if i said no would you believe me?
50) Are you happy: no
51) Are you talking to someone online: no

---------DO YOU BELIEVE IN...--------------

52) God: sure
53) Love: not anymore
54) The Closet Monster: no
55) Wishes/Dreams: not anymore
56) Heaven: i guess
57) Miracles: never again
58) Half empty or half full: half empty
59) Who named you: i dont know..probley the doctor considering i was an accidental birth
60) Backstreet Boys or N Sync: neither
61) Last time you showered: today
62) Last time that you typed: "today"
63) What is next to you: hot chocolate
64) What is your computer table made of: ....wood?
65) What are you going to do today: sit around
66) Where do you want to go on your honeymoon: i dont really know or care
67) Where would you like to live: any where else
68) Who would you want to spend the rest of your life with: no one anymore....i like being alone lately
69) How's the weather: cold
71) Things that you find attractive about the opposite sex: eyes, hair, sense of humor
72) How do YOU eat an Oreo: by not doing it
73) All time favorite TV show: i dont watch tv anymore
74) What are you going to buy next: uhh probley a cd
75) What do you want to be when you grow up: a pshycotrist
77) Favorite band: Dimmu Borgir
78) Favorite food: italian
79) Favorite song: Why do i have to live? - chronic disorder to die
80) Favorite days of the week: idc
81) Favorite hobby: nothing
82) Favorite word: Wop
84) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no
85) The stupidest thing you have ever done: let myself get attached
86) First son's name: id be a bad dad
87) Husband/Wife:....what??
88) First daughter's name: id be a bad dad
89) Favorite reality TV show: i dont watch tv
90) You like scary or funny movies better: uhh idc
92) Lust or Love: idc anymore
93) If you could change something about yourself what would it be: everything
94) Favorite Constellation: Draco
95) Can you explain why we have seasons: because the earth rotates around the sun
96) What's your fav number: 15
97) What's your fave holiday: i guess halloween and christmas
98) Favorite class: i hate school
99) Favorite sport: i suck at everything
100) Do you want your friends to do this survey: w/e
101) Ending time: 11:50 a.m.

myxangaisbetter @ 2005-10-08T09:02:00

2005-10-08T14:02:28Z

ok ok ok ITS FORKING COLD NOW....omg..its really really cold...maybe u dont understand just how cold it is...well before i was typeing this..my fingers were so cold i had to play stepmania on the computer just so they wouldnt fall off.....

so...everyone is going to expo 2night...should i go?

myxangaisbetter @ 2005-10-03T20:46:00

2005-10-04T01:46:01Z

..and your rateings drop, and your forgotten

myxangaisbetter @ 2005-10-01T20:50:00

2005-10-02T01:49:48Z

same thing as my xanga

I cannot sleep with a head like this
I wanna cry, I wanna scream
I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate
I wanna hate it all away

every good thing has to come to an end right? i guess i am to blame..i wasnt perfect..and she deserves a perfect person for her..because she is perfect.. i guess so...even tho i dont quite agree with the reasons..i kinda understood her reasoning...whenever i was with her i always got the feeling she wasnt quite being herself..which i didnt want....she was probley the best friend ive ever had....and no i dont mean girl friend because of course she was the best girlfriend..but she was an all around awsome friend..i could tell her anything...she changed me for the better..even tho its gone..and yes im sad about it...but i suppose ill get over it..as long as shes happy thats all that matters to me...and i didnt think she was happy with me...and aparently she wasnt so if thats what she wants then im all for it

She says she wants us to still be friends..i dont no how well i can do that...and i doubt i will be able 2.....

idk why im writeing this in here..its retarded..but i just had to vent somehow

myxangaisbetter @ 2005-10-01T17:12:00

2005-10-01T22:11:51Z

it just hit me..........

myxangaisbetter @ 2005-10-01T12:16:00

2005-10-01T17:16:17Z

hey watd ya no me and caitie..that didnt last long.....and surpriseingly...either it hasnt hit me yet...or..idk..it hasnt bothered me that much

myxangaisbetter @ 2005-09-30T22:45:00

2005-09-29T03:46:02Z

...im stupid.......gah...

myxangaisbetter @ 2005-09-24T20:26:00

2005-09-25T01:31:46Z

hullo...central lost the homecomeing game.. BIG SHOCK.....anyway that night was fun....

but lately..idk wats wrong with me...ive been getting like...idk bi polar...again...idk why but i keep getting mad moods out of NO WHERE...i just start thinking of veeeeeeeeeeery bad things..and it gets me down...lately the only time im not in one of these moods is when im with caitie...and then bam..idk wats wrong..idk its problley nothing i just need to stop thinking about stupid crap...

EVERYONE IS AT HOMECOMEING...its really retarded...i was gonna go but i deicded to do something with caitie 2day..whihc that didnt happen because she got sick...and then my mom was being a female dog and wouldnt take me over there...and i doubt ill be able 2 do anything wiht her 2moromw because i have to do notebook type thingys for like ALL of my classes and a biggggggggggggggggggggggggg english asighnment...and then theres the drivers ed permit test on tuesday.....gawd.....school sux

anyway enough of that

I made this up

2005-09-16T00:49:06Z

xx how well do you know me? xx

my whole name :
my fav. color :
my fav. band :
my fav. song :
my eye. color:
my (current) hair color:
my best friend:
my fav movie:

xx would you xx

hug me?
tell me i'm pretty?
stick up for me?
kiss me?
ask me out?
hold my hand?
sleep with me?
marry me?
run away with me?

xx what would you do if...xx

i said i liked you :
i said i loved you :
i asked you out :
i kissed you :
i was crying :
i ran away :
i hugged you :

xx will you xx

answer this truthfully?
post it in your live journal?
wait to see if i fill it out?

how lame is that ^^^^^^^^^

p.s. CONGRADS CAITIE ON THE CAR

The Ending Of Our Yesterday

2005-09-14T01:09:33Z

the subject is a good title i think.........wow..i had no clue this happend.....i hope theyll change...anyway enough of the uselss babble...school really blows..im really tired of it...and plain tired..i got grounded for 2 days..lame...because i was 40 mins late from Caitie's house...oopsies.....but 2 days? thats like not a real grounding...i guess i shouldnt be complaining.....i sure do write lots and lots of .'s cause im cool..but yeah i watched "A Walk To Remember" at Caitie's and she said i wouldnt like it..it was pretty good...FIGHT CLUB IS BETTER!!! haha..but uhh...im doing pretty good in school...xpt chemistry im doing horrible in..but yeah....

danng

2005-09-04T20:54:52Z

DANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I HAVENT UPDATED SO IM NOT GOING TO

U P D a t e

2005-08-28T18:34:14Z

havent written in this thing in a min...so yeah week went like this

wed-friday = school which sucked

friday night = went to a richwoods football game with caitie and phoebe..i saw lots of my friends like ROSEEEEEEEE and yes SAMM!! and all of those awsome poussum people..then went home stayed the night at jacks with duane fisher..and he said something hilarious "Your gay, you like lots of gay men on ur lap for christmas" lol

Satuday = left jacks ....went home thought i was gonna have to go to some stupid family thing..luckly i got out of it..then after my parents being queer and getting a lil uhh TIPSY i gues su could say..it was more like a lot of tipsy but anyway they said theyd be home at a time and they werent..wasnt that big of a deal..xpt i was supposed to go to another fooz ball game with caitie and amanda this time..luckly caitie's awsome mom got me a ride...that game was fun central got pretty much killed...amanda was being..interesting..and yeah it was fun fun fun

today = BORED BORED HOMEWORK AND BORED

o and rose i DID sink ur battleship

LOL

2005-08-24T01:54:15Z

From: FHGJJH
Email: JHMNBJM
Time: 08-22-2005 01:52 AM
Subject: VJHHVJHB
Message: I DONT LIKE U ITS A SAD SHAME BUT I DONT N I DONT CARE WAT U EVER HAVE TO SAY SO DONT IM ME AFTER U READ THIS N YELL AT ME CUS I JUST HONESTLY DONT CARE SO Y WAST UR TIME ON ME..! BUT PLEASE DO STAY OUT OF MY LIFE AND NE1 I NOS LIFE AS WELL....CUS WE ALL HATE U HERE.

hahah some 1 sighnd that in my guestbook and i never thought they would be so scared of me to not leave who they were haha they are just losers and scared of me..and if whoever wrote that is reading this PLEASE im begging u write an annoymous comment back so i can just laugh at u even more for being scared of me

..=(

2005-08-23T03:12:15Z

yeah well..summer is gone..it was awsome..i hung out with caitie today and it was F YOU EN.fee day is 2morow..and its gonna be either really bad or really good..either way idk...but ihh im really bored right now...im gonna miss some people from richwoods..2 bad they couldnt get bad grades and come with me haha but....yeah...school is jsut gonna SUCK

myxangaisbetter @ 2005-08-22T01:12:00

2005-08-22T06:32:27Z

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SECTION 1//: YOU
//: Name: Jeremy
\\: Birthdate: Dec 15 1989
//: Height: 5 6/7
\\: Hair Color: blonde
//: Eye Color: blue

SECTION 2//: HAVE YOU EVER...
//: Cheated on someone?: no
\\: Fallen off the bed?: yeah
//: Fallen for a relative?: O YEA ALL THE TIME....
\\: Had plastic surgery?:no
//: Broke someone's heart?: probley 8)
\\: Had your heart broken?: yes...but its been put back together!
//: Had a dream come true?: yes...
\\: Done something you regret?: ALL OF LAST YEAR I WAS THE BIGGEST GAYTARD ON THE EARTH!!
//: Cheated on a test?: <_< >_> ...yes..lol
\\: Broken a body part?: actually...no

SECTION 3//: CURRENTLY...
//: Wearing: pants, shirt, and belive it or not..lol..one sock on one foot and one NOT on the other
\\: Listening to: Opeth - To Bid You Farewell
//: Chewing: nothing
\\: Feeling: happy
//: Reading: Caitie's Im's
\\: Located: Peoria Illinois
//: Chatting with: CAITIE!!!!
\\: Watching: computer thingy thing
//: Should REALLY be: sleeping

SECTION 4//: DO YOU...
//: Brush your teeth?: yea if u dont ur pretty narsty

\\: Have a current boyfriend/girlfriened?: YES BEST ONE ON THE PLANT!!!!!!!

//: Drive?: sooooooooooon
\\: Believe in Santa Claus?: of course

//: Ever get off the computer? lol no lol

SECTION 5//: FRIENDS
//: Do you belong to a crew?: of course...not
\\: Do you hang out with the opposite sex? why wouldnt i
//: About how many friends do you have?: thats a stupid question
\\: Do you trust your friends?: yes most
//: Are you a good friend?: i certainly hope so
\\: Can you keep a secret?: currently am

SECTION 6//: THE LAST PERSON YOU...
//: Hugged: CAITIE!!!!
\\: I-Med: caitie

//: Talked to on the phone: i think my grandpa lol
\\: Yelled at: ...andrea....
//: Fell in love with: =)

\\: Turned down: myself? idk

SECTION 7//: PERSONAL
//: What do you want to be when you grow up?: i think a pshycotrist guy thing

\\: What was the worst day of your life?:EVERY SINGLE DAY OF LAST YEAR BECAUSE I WAS SUPER GAYTARDED AND A FAG FACE

//: What has been the best day of your life?: August 9th 2005
\\: What comes first in your life?: caitie and the rest of my awsome friends
//: If you had an extra set of eyes were would you put them?: thats a lame question
\\: What do you usually think about before you go to bed?: how the day went

SECTION 8//: FAVORITE...
//: Movie: fight club and the boondock saints
\\: Song: IN DEATHS EMBRACE - DIMMU BORGIR
\\: Store: uhhh..well i dont shop in stores usually =(
//: Relative: sister/brother
\\: Sport: im not good at any sports..=(
//: Vacation Spot: sanibel island fo life
\\: Candy: star bizzurts
//: Holiday: halloween/christmas
\\: Day of the Week: Friday whos isnt friday?
//: Color: green

SECTION 9//: DO YOU...
//: Like to give out hugs?: to caitie yes..AND RYAN AND DUANE AND CHRIS AND SCOTT AND TAYLOR AND YEAH lol
\\: Like to walk in the rain?: i like 2 sleep in the rain
//: Sleep with or without clothes on?: both cause i no how much u all want to see my sexy body lol
\\: Prefer black or blue pens?: i def do NOT <2 ( yes a 2 ) pens
//: Dress up on Halloween?: of course
\\: Have a job?: sooooooooooooooon
//: Like to travel?: since ive only had 1 vacation i dont really no
\\: Sleep on your side, tummy or back?: uhh all?
//: Want to marry?: i already am <3
\\: Ever have the "falling dream?": and that would be?

SECTION 10//: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...
//: Abortion: i say its there life they should be able 2 do wat they want..its not ur problem leave them alone people make mistakes, and sometimes its not even there fault such as rape and such
\\: Bill Clinton: ranks as a president near our current one...horrid
//: Eating Disorders: diet AND exercise do work if u keep with it dont be lazy and puke and be anorexix because thats just lazy and if i catch any of my friends doing it will beat u up lol
\\: Summer: awsome possuem .....................omg..lol
//: Tattoos: i wouldnt no wat to get
\\: Piercings: not for me
//: Make-up: DEFFF not for me
\\: Drinking: CHERRY COKE BEATS ALL
//: Guys: not gay....but uhh awsome? idkl
\\: Girls: they are awsome..lots of them cause other girls problems which is bad..but the best girl EVER is caitie she is the best person in the world and every girl on the world should want 2 be like her..and most of them do lol

SECTION 11//: THIS OR THAT
\\: Pierced nose or tongue?: uhh sure
//: Be serious or funny?: funny
\\: Single or taken?: i am taken forever! lol
//: Simple or Complicated?: complicated..because u cant make life any diff..thats just how it is
\\: MTV or BET?: mtv i suppose..

//: 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek?:....................
\\: Sugar or salt?: sugar
//: Silver or gold?: BLING BLOOOOWooww
\\: Tongue or belly button ring?: nor for me buddy
//: Chocolate or flowers?: flowers..i think girls like flowers more
\\: Angels or miracles?: uhh i dont no everything...most things..but not everything lol
//: Color or Black-and-white photos?: black and white for life
\\: Sunrise or sunset?: Sun Set
//: M&M's or Skittles?: STAR BURSTS
\\: Rap or Rock?: black/death metal ...and yes i guess u could call that rock but not really lol
//: Stay up late or sleep in?: uhh i have to do both
\\: TV or radio?: ...lol...computer lol
//: Hot or cold?: uhh cold so u can be with some 1 to warm u! lol
\\: Members of the opposite sex taller or shorter?: def short girls CAITIE!!! <3 lol being short is fun and u no it! because that makes u even more sexxy which is hard to imagine cause ur the most sexyful girl on the plant!!! lol
//: Sun or moon?: Moon
\\: Diamond or Ruby?: rubies? idk

\\: lust or love? love....
//: Left or Right?: left
\\: 10 acquaintances or one best friend?: 1 best friend
//: Vanilla or chocolate?: choco choco
\\: Kids or no kids?: uhh idk yet..i think i want some..but id be a bad dad =(
//: Half-empty or Half-full?: Half Empty
\\: Mustard or ketchup?: catch to the up
//: Newspaper or Magazine?: mag's
\\: Spring or Fall?: fall
//: Give or receive?:well i TRY and give a lot lol
\\: Rain or snow?: snow
//: Happy or sad?: thats the stupidest question on here who would WANT to be sad..if u answer sad ur jsut stupid
\\: Sneakers or sandals?: snizzle sneaks
//: McDonald's or Burger King?: fast food = good..BUT EVIL!!!
\\: Mexican or Italian food?: both best kinds of food
//: Lights on or off?: off
\\: A house in the woods or the city?: city i suppose
//: Pepsi or Coke?: pepsi

THE NEW AND IMPROVED JEREMY RIGHT THERE!!!

Midnight Massacre

2005-08-21T23:20:31Z

well ive never really used this thing before...but i guess im gonna start useing it more...i got a hair cut today errr a trim and it actually looks good O_O ...school starts in 2 days..which makes this the end of summer..which actually this was probley the best summer of my life.....i did lots of stuff with my friends..unfounetly i dindt do as much as i would of liked with my other friends which made me mad..but uh..yeah i spent a lot of time with caitie this summer which was wat made it the best summer of my life...and well yeah so ill ttyl

myxangaisbetter @ 2005-06-08T10:42:00

2005-06-08T15:42:49Z

i got a myspace now 2 its..... www.myspace.com/toasterstrutle

myxangaisbetter @ 2005-05-03T18:02:00

2005-05-03T23:03:10Z

uhh my xanga is way better i only have this 2 comment in peoples things vist....MY XANGA

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=DeathIsMyWarmth

^^^^^^ XANGA ^^^ WAT BETTER